Found

there's something about me lately that defies explanation
there's something missing in me that i never want back
something coming out, rising up from deep, heavy sleep
a sudden rush of breath, a sudden rush of color in my head

i found you
casting shadows in my dreams
i found you softly whispering me to sleep
i found you at the bottom of a lonely sea
i found you in all that you had found in me
i found you

another day, another chance to find myself
because lately i've got these needs and wants
but no meaning, no meaning until

but if the things i say sting like freezing rain
then i'll go, i'll go
but i'd rather be right here, rather you were happy
so i'll go